• May 27

    This happens all the time. My friend and I were on aim talking, then she invited me to a chatroom she made and there were kids from my town on there. Anyway, me and this girl Christina, we got to know eachother a lot. And now I see her so often and I think I am falling in love with her. I look at her during school and feel like my world is spinning then when we make eye contact I just feel hypnotized. Its pretty wierd and we hung out before. She is the nicest person you would ever get to know. She even told me some secrets which will always be locked inside me. I got no clue if she is single though and I REALLY like her. I am obsessed with her and I think she is getting hints. My inbox on my phone is always filled with her txts and…I cant get my mind off her. Any help on how I can like, distract myself from being her slave or puppy dog?
    It would be more helpful to add:
    I do spend as much money on her as I can, I would take a bullet for her really and I dont even know if she would to me…idk, I am like, stuck in this trance from talking to her just now…all this started around January too.

  • Apr 28

    I have had extreme social fears for a few years now. However, things started to really get insane when I started to develop this fear of talking to my closest friends in the world. They’re becoming distant and I care about them a lot, but I’m suddenly afraid of the few close friends who I have and can’t keep conversations going with them for two minutes. I actually quickly analyze every single thing I say to them. Sometimes, I can’t even look at them when I see them during school, and it’s hard for me to talk to them through AIM too because I’m so afraid. By the way, I’m not in a clique with all of them if that helps any, as a matter of fact, none of them know each other very well and 2/5 of them don’t even live in this town.

    On to the important part: My aunt’s boss hypnotizes people and believes he can cure me with four meetings. This is a miracle to me that I might have this opportunity, and I really think I can be saved. I’d really like to try it out, and if my dad changes his mind and decides to pay for it, here are some questions I have about being hypnotized:

    -Can something go wrong?
    -Do you think it actually works?
    -How does he hypnotize you? Is it scary?

    You don’t have to answer all of them. Just tell me anything you know, and feel free to share your experiences.

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